This past
weekend marks a year since I took the last dose of Seroquel. Over the
course of twelve months, I was weaned down from 200 milligrams a day
to nothing. On March 28th 2015, I took the final dose.
As I've
written before, it wasn't an easy journey. There were the usual
withdrawals that you'd associate with any kind of drug. Then there
was the case of adjusting back to real life, something which I'm
still going through.
This whole
process has not been without its problems but it has been fun and
interesting. Along the way, I've had to choose what I want to do. Do
I give in to the darkness that my mental health can bring? Or do I
look to the sun and live in the light? Taking this final step has
also taught me that, in life, it takes strength to do anything.
It takes
strength to quit an argument.
It takes
strength to follow your heart.
It takes
strength to be the person you want to be.
It takes
strength to make changes.
It takes
strength to grow and heal.
It takes
strength to live.
Life
would be boring if it was easy. We're given challenges to teach us
how to face ourselves and our future. What we experience can make us.
It's up to you to decide what to do with whatever comes along. Some
experiences will make you want to give up. Others will leave you
speechless with pride and happiness.
Life is
about moving forwards. Even if your movements are slow, you're still
going somewhere. The final destination is yours to choose.
This isn't
the end. In fact, it's the beginning of a whole new journey. The
journey may not be quick but it is about moving forward, even if it's
just one step at a time.
Welcome to a
whole new chapter. May your life be filled with beauty and love.
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Well done Rae - hugs!!
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